Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Love for Dummies.

Love for dummies :Kill time about nothing or One man soap opera. Was kill myself with galletas de animalitos

Recapitulation for the new reader.There is our main character Jesùs after dating the little Lupita for 7 months and 2 weeks and knowing She can not make her mind about accepting him, start dating other guys ,return to her old love or being alone.
Twist one. Our Hero offered not to ask Lupita out for a while till she can have time for herself and decide about her life not about her love life, according to a previous issue He prefers to see her happy doing what She wants and just stand by her side to help.Gotta confess that sometimes has been difficult not to talk about the matter, We are even talking about "cycle" to talk about it.
Twist 2.Lupita has said our hero that She is in the same position (that She hasn`t even thought about taking a decision) and that nothing has really changed,and for what she said one Saturday is not reciprocal.
Twist 3.Our hero is learning that He just knows nothing at all.During his vacation in Monterrey He thought that there was not a relevant point to ask for direct closures, in fact He was thinking in understanding that his timings are not the timings of her and wait.
Twist4.Our hero is going out with some other girls no necessarily in a romantic way.
Twist5:Our hero is trying not to care and resolve everything as possible.

I haven`t called Lupita even knowing I die for listening to her voice, I have been eating a lot during this time off, in fact is my third day free and I have been today a little sick and in hueva (hueva could be like laziness).
I haven`t tried to call her and invite her out. I was honestly busy trying to solve some Family stuff (thanks Nik as usual for being always supporting me).
I just feel a bit dissapointed not about her, well a little about her but more about me.
Sometimes is really hard to understand that reading silences or to see what is really crystal I mean being there this long and not even having a response.
The funny part is that I am really fine. I guess that If I see her everything will collapse, I honestly dunno.
I know her and She won`t call me.
Well. I know I won`t make the first step, as a friend told me long time ago, do not worry probably She is not even worrying at all.


I have seen that many people is checking this little humble space of mine, thanks a lot for stopping by , It would be great also to have more people posting here, at least to know who is a regular visitor of this part of the bar.

If you are a pro or editor please as usual promote and check my work.Thanks in advance.

Have a great time!!..JESUS ANTONIO

ps:Finally the President wants to have a dialogue with all the forces in the country I really hope that means political stability at least.

2 comments:

Sask 1 said...

Hope everything goes okay for you.You are much stronger than me.I always give out and make contact after swearing ill never do it.Or maybe you get to a point and realise that what you want is never going to happen.
I laughed at your superheroine remark on my comments.
June

antonio said...

Same to you I hope everything gets better...about me just remember I haven`t seen her, I hope not to fall in the same stupid cycle if I see her...The way I am seing the things is ..there havebeen minimum 4 days so She calls me or tells me to go out.If she hasn`t done it Is because I am not that important for her...haha well...

The other thingk you are become my superheroine!! :)..JESUS ANTONIO