Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Love for Dummies:is God playing mind games with me?!

Love for Dummies: God is having fun with me!!

Recapitulation for the new reader.There is our main character Jesùs after dating the little Lupita for 6 months and 3 weeks knowing She can not make her mind about accepting him, start dating other guys ,return to her old love or being alone.
Twist one. Our Hero offered not to ask Lupita out for a while till she can have time for herself and decide about her life not about her love life, according to a previous issue He prefers to see her happy doing what She wants and just stand by her side to help.
Twist 2.Lupita has said our hero that She is in the same position and that nothing has really changed
Twist 3.Our hero is learning that He just knows nothing at all.During his vacation He thought that there is not a relevant point to ask for direct closures, in fact He was thinking in understanding that his timings are not the timings of her and wait.

Well seems that I had a conversation with Lupita some days ago about 5 but I will keep the conversation out this time because there is a new twist on the plot.

Twist 4. Yesterday I received a weird mail from a girl I haven`t seen in a while (I mean in the time I met her ,She was with a boyfriend, I have to say I met her even before Lupita).Well this girl is the kind of girls that You can have the time of your life I mean the hormones are incredibly good in both ways, she is a smart ass, sometimes I little complex but just fun!.She is a shrink and about to finish her career, imagine how well We get along that She knows my situation with Lupita.So I decided to call her.
She answered the phone and We started talking about the stuff We have been missing,doing and trying to catch up things. I have to say that this girl was a girl I liked a lot before Lupita came to the equation.
She told me She now is free (last time We couldn`t be together because She was starting the relation to this guy, I have to say that We made out one time and it was great, yes it was before Lupita`s situation).
I have to say that I have really strong feelings for Lupita but for what She told me last time in the conversation We had She said that She really appreciates me a lot and that the difference between the ex and I is so abysmal (Sometimes Lupita has some hurtful ways to say things).
Well I ask the girl on the phone If She was ready to start something, She said that obviously She is in a kind or mourning for the loss but She has the door opens to consider, so maybe tomorrow something might happen or not!.
Now God is playing tricky games with me...What is kind of sad is that I have strong feelings for Lupita and its kind of hard to be now in this situation.

Have a great day!!..JESUS ANTONIO


Sask 1 said...

Its seems you must decide if you should persue possible relationship with old gf or wait on Lupita who may never make up her mind.I think you should do what is best for you.Good Luck to you

Ubod_ng_Lumpia said...

there's another girl.. that seems complicated... i hope you make a right deciscion :) --kino--

antonio said...

Just let me tell you guys that it was not another girl even yesterday I was in the same point, but now I never expected to have this situation.
As June said and i have been having that on my head all day..
to start something new or just to wait and wait when I know that maybe Lupita won´t make up her mind soon...damn!! :)..JESUS ANTONIO

I have to say that I love lupita a lot... but Do I have to hurt myself more or limit that? Thanks guys!!