Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Love for Dummies. Third Front.
I set this front to the last also to add new information.
Well I met this girl that is really nice Let`s called her (Plucky smile), She seems to be nice and in the overall is a devoted girl in many ways.Attractive,short with black straight hair and a nice smile.With some issues in her Family.
I haven`t mentioned her because in this case I can feel She feels something for me but for funny that it sounds it is difficult to imagine myself with her and not because of her is more about her Beliefs.
She is nurtured full in spiritual fears and also very limited in some areas, I am not saying She is a bad person on the contrary she is quite nice and that kind of girl to even think of getting married and be steady.
One of my concerns is not to affect her I mean it is hard for me to tell her how I think and what are the things that I do not believe any longer, I do not really want to scare her.
I am really fine with my way of thinking but I know and I am sure that the way I see life might be difficult to bear to her.
One day She told me She was talking to a person and She said She wants to be with a guy who She can tolerate his errors and try to deal with them...I never never heard that kind to see love in a person.
A person told me to try to know her and see If there are some stuff that I can get attracted but as I said previously I do not know how to see our dates because also something I do not want her to be is my trampolin or the shoulder to cry.
I will try to know her better for sure.
About you know who She called me today in the afternoon as you might know in another time I would have immediately call her and try to see her, this time No.I haven`t even tried to call her, She called me to go out as friends (I have to say in her defense that I ask her first to go out )
She wants me to be friends and I do not know yet If I can move to that format. Everytime I see her my heart just burst in happiness, really really sad.
Caramel eyes hasn`t called the same with Cute girl.
I was thinking in what June said about trying to meet Caramel eyes with more people, the problem is that I see that really difficult to do because They do not gather so frequent.
Good to see you back Cute Anita!!